TG: yeah TG: so not cool lookin back on it TG: and i had no excuse i always knew he was just TG: SUCH a gay dude TG: and i guess maybe hitting on a guy who dont like girls once or twice maybe is alright or even flattering but after so long it was probably just pissing him off or messing with his head or something TG: it def wasnt what he wanted to hear from a friend TG: let alone day in and day out through garbled drunktexts TG: so when i fuckin harassed him into kissin me... TG: it just brought back some low rent shit i thought we put behind us TG: just another way i completely humiliated myself in front of him GT: So is that why you cant talk to him now? TG: mmmmmmmm hmmmmmmm GT: I certainly have no trouble relating to that. TG: yep TG: i dont even know why really TG: hes like taciturn to the max about everything TG: but theres somethin about him TG: that just makes it hurt to feel like you let him down
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GT: You really love him dont you? TG: siiigh TG: yeah jake i guess TG: the answer is TG: a categorical unapologetic fucking 'yeah' TG: but TG: i dont think that was much a secret TG: and the fact that it was so LOUDLY not a secret exemplified my stupidity on the matter GT: Its fair to say i never came close to feeling as strongly about him as you. GT: I envy you actually. Ive actually worried at times that i just wasnt capable of feeling that way about anyone. GT: And maybe thats why i was just meant to be alone. TG: ehh you aint missin much TG: love is a brutal shitninja w/ turds 4 nunchucks TG: be grateful that stank ass motherfuckers flippin out nowhere near you